And You know what? I messed up. Yep. I did that. I got nervous. I got scared and that was pathetic. Okay, not that bad. At first, I had to talk about Jews in Vilnius. And I started talk from the back. It wasn't as good as I can be. Then, we walked to the triangular square and I thought I knew what to say. Bet then I started, I forgot everything. Now, I recall that moment, and I think I did say something right, I did showed my knowledge. But I don't remember what ;D
And then I thought, that I am done. Oh god how wrong I was. And not because I had to talk about an object (it was town hall), but because I volunteered. Well, I did knew about this place a lot. I did write a paper about it. And my colleague didn't knew anything about it. Its not like we are in exam or... You know... ;D
So I started talking and I did very good. I am proud of myself. Even then other group joined us, I kept talking and I did it! It was amazing! I am so graceful for possibility to do that. I love tour guiding... I love people. I love! And I don't remember then I was so proud of myself. I did some things for my university but I never like it. And it was like... "well, I just got rid of one problem, let's wait for other." Now I know, what kind of power have thing you like and love. It can give you wings.
Sum up, I don't have a diploma yet, but I am a tour guide. And it is a start. Oh god... It's a start! :) I promise!